Cubed and I have not been blogging or updating the website since early in July 2007, except to provide terse health status reports. During all of this time, we have been tangling with the Great Unforeseen, a seldom talked about force in the universe. Cubed has been ill with one surgical and two medical maladies, meriting two hospitalizations. The Great Unforseen took her summer, and--in concert--mine, on quite a ride, quite far away from what we planned and expected. Bobbie Burns nailed it: "The best laid schemes o' mice an' men Gang aft agley."
Cubed is convalescing at last without further setbacks, but she wears out easily and may not get back to writing until more strength and stamina return. She will be getting to the jillions of emails sooner.
We observed a few things over the past few weeks. In one of the follow-up clinic visits, a very ancient lady taking herself by walker to her appointment told Cubed, "I don't mind getting old. I just hate all the things you lose along the way." Amen, brother. The lady turned to a young male, replete with body piercings and the grunge look and told him, "You have no idea what we are talking about. But, you will." The young male looked very taken aback. It is really agonizing to recall just how intolerant we could be when we were so young, so vigorous, and so healthful—and so naïve and ignorant.
A friend of mine had a prostate biopsy session with his urologist. If you are old enough to know how this is done, you will appreciate my friend's remarks: "Not a kiss. Not even a bottle of wine. He didn't even lower the lights." After a similar event this summer, another "Amen, brother."
Anyway, we will be getting back to work, little by little. The aggravations of life have not diminished over the summer. The Great Unforeseen did nothing about them. For example, we asked a health horn tooting, vegetarian mayonnaise food product manufacturer about the Vitamin K content of his grape seed oil based mayo, and his minion responded with the attitude of the Post Office + Motor Vehicles Department, along the line of "look it up for yourself." I sensed real "liability fright" in the non-answer. I did look it up. It took hours and extrapolating, but it makes a difference for someone now living on anticoagulants, along with millions of others. I am contemplating my telling the company my findings, editorialized, of course.
I pulled out an old revolver I inherited from my father, made by Colt. I began looking for ammunition since it is not on the current hit parade of common pistols. I asked several big companies, and all responded with "liability frights." They fearfully declined to answer. Now I have to drive up I-5 for a good piece to a gunsmith and buy his answer after he calibrates. The funny thing is, I think I know the answer, and I think the proper ammunition is easily available, if not commonly carried. What a bother to go through because so many have litigation fears.
We have allowed ourselves to become the Culture of the Intimidated. The god-dammed Muslims intimidate us. The lawyers intimidate us. And the nihilists running around destroying anything good in our culture are intimidating us. We are living defensively instead of living as Americans.
Damn!
Back to the wars!